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Leaving Lawton
05:56
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Leaving Lawton
I just want to run away and
Never look back
Say my permanent goodbyes and
Live my life unattached
To everything and everyone
I've given up on
I'll ignore your weakness and
I'll prove you all wrong
You look with a blind eye as
I turn the other way
It never made a differece what
I thought or what I'd say
I don't want to wake up
To another fucking problem
Won't get lost in your
hopelessness and boredom
I'll find what I need
If I start out from the bottom
I know my desires,
I'll never give up on them
When you look in the mirror and
You think it's far too late
Your visions clouded with negativity
Your life has flashed before you
It's fucking worthless
Everything that you've been through
A stab in the back for the feeling of pain
Everything around us fades away
Once I've turned my back
You know we will never be the same
We will never be the same
A stab in the back
Just for the feeling of pain
For far too long
I've felt like the world is my worst enemy
I've been bending over backwards and
Screaming in agony
I won't sleep in torment
Through another fucking night
Can't tolerate an argument or
Stand another fight
It's all over now and you know that I'm right
I won't waste another
Motherfucking second of my life
Your life has flashed before you
It's fucking worthless
Everything that you've been through
A stab in the back
For the feeling of pain
Everything around us fades away
Once I've turned my back
You know we will never be the same
We will never be the same
A stab in the back
Just for the feeling of pain
I watch out the windows and feel a disconncet
I've seen outside myself and understand
I will have no regrets
You sat and stared as
I walked by with no concern
I know it must be time for me
To leave and never return
We were slowly growing apart
I felt the detachment as the seperation starts
Your life has flashed before you
It's fucking worthless
Everything that you've been through
A stab in the back
For the feeling of pain
Everything around us fades away
Once I've turned my back
You know we will never be the same
We will never be the same
A stab in the back
Just for the feeling of pain
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2. |
The Strange Divide
03:11
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The Strange Divide
We face tomorrow with lingering addictions
The flame that was lit
Has long been extinguished
We've lost our way following
In the steps of those before us
Led blindly by your half wit arrogance
Killing time again
A pointless argument I'll never win
What have we done with what we were given
And I've made up my mind
It took so much time to decide
You've crossed the line
You will never have what's mine
Caught up in this strange divide
A mind is a terrible thing to waste
But you say in due time you will change
Nothing is ever as good as it seems
You have to find your own way
The betraying flames claim the lives
Of the weak and afraid
Words fall to the floor
Dull and lifeless
Cowards and thieves
Fucking wicked and soulless
Countless imprisoned by greed and fear
And I've made up my mind
It took so much time to decide
You've crossed the line
You will never have what's mine
Caught up in this strange divide
Time to pay your fucking dues
Forced annhiliation everyone will lose
Forced into the void
Greet the flames with open arms
A race of pestilence
A generation destroyed
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3. |
Out of Control
03:07
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I've crossed the line from going out of my mind
Now I'm out of control
Sharp pains give birth to waves of agony
Lost are all thoughts and memories
I always knew this would come back to haunt me
Don't point your finger without knowing who's guilty
It was only intended for you to watch it explode
Smoke travels in circles above
Watching the world corrode
Sharp pains give birth to waves of agony
Lost are all thoughts and memories
I've crossed the line from going out of my mind
Now I'm out of control
I always knew this would come back to haunt me
Don't point your finger without knowing who's guilty
Overbearing curiosity
You split it open just to see it bleed
Detonation at your own discretion
Malignancy in every direction
I've crossed the line from going out of my mind
Now I'm out of control
I've crossed the line from going out of my mind
I'm fucking out of control
Don't look back
You've lit the fuse
They never gave a fuck about you
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4. |
Timeless
04:32
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Timeless
You don't belong here
You're not broken like the rest of them
So compelled by your weakness
Look what you've done to yourself again
Scream to the sky in uncertainty
Does it set you free
Or are you controlled by dishonesty
You will never go back home
Until you see that you were wrong
And all you've ever had has gone away
We can't get a grip
But I can see the light
All that you left me were questions unanswered
I've lived in a moment forever
Dwelling on seconds in time
I'll never turn away
No matter how hard I try
Anticipate the day that resembles the past
Every second that's spent
Seems so much longer than last
Another day on these streets is just another
Nail in the coffin for you
You never took the blame or moved on
Just sat in the same place
You never grew
You know as well as I do
You never grew
So put your head in your hands and
Scream to the sky
Surround yourself with abuse
You let it ruin your life
You will never go back home
Until you see that you were wrong and
All you've ever had has gone away
We can't get a grip
But I can see the light
All that you left me were questions unanswered
I've lived in a moment forever
Dwelling on seconds in time
I'll never turn away
No matter how hard I try
Anticipate the day that resembles the past
Every second that's spent
Seems so much longer than last
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5. |
Surrender
04:38
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Surrender unto me
Forever on your knees
It will never set you free
You've lost in a war
You will never win
If you thought it was over
I'll make damn sure it will never end
Dominated into submission
You've lost your grasp on reality
Every gasp I've allowed you to breathe
I've surrounded you from every position
Power has become my only ambition
Surrender unto violence
As you've surrendered to religion
Dominated into submission
You've lost your grasp on reality
Every gasp I've allowed you to breathe
If you thought it was over
I'll make damn sure it will never end
Surrender unto me
Forever on your knees
It will never set you free
Surrender unto me
I will set you free
Surrender unto me
Forever on your knees
I will set you free
Could you give up on everything
To live in the release of ecstasy
You've lost your grasp on reality
Every gasp I've allowed you to breathe
If you thought it was over
I'll make damn sure it will never end
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6. |
Disinformation
08:36
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Disinformation
When people see me
In this lays my pain
I went down to the devil's daughters
I'm gonna drown in that troubled waters
I must be one
I must be one of the devil's daughters
All your life they try to keep you down
Stomp your pride and fucking push you around
Never trust a single thing that you're told
They only lie and deceive to fill their mouths
With the power they hold
False judgements ringing in my ear
I've dreamed this ignorance would disappear
I can see it's not what life is about
I will gouge the eyes of judgement out
I'd rather stand back and watch
Than follow while running in place
I'd rather live for myself
Than be bound by religion or race
Don't be afraid to display your beliefs
It's your birth right to be free
Don't be afraid to make a stand
Aim for the weak spot
Of the fucking powers at hand
In this lays my pain
I will never give up again
You have to fight for your equality
They're holding keys to the chains that bind you
Starve them with weakness and depravity
You have to hit them with the awful truth
I've denied your fucking thirst for power
We work and pay for the tyrant to steal
You can mourn and cry for the truth is real
No outcome only loss and recession
I won't become another useless possession
This is payback for all the time that we spend
And all the blood, sweat, and tears
Just to give it up in the end
I'm gonna drown in that troubled water
You must be one
I've been drowning in this troubled water
You must be one of the devils daughters
Though the weak and pathetic still applaud
As they stare in amazement at their false flag god
Lady liberty looks down upon the poor
Wealthy upper class white trash whore
I can see it's not what life is about
I will gouge the eyes of judgement out
I'd rather stand back and watch
Than follow while running in place
I'd rather live for myself
Than be bound by religion or race
Don't be afraid to display your beliefs
It's your birth right to be free
Don't be afraid to make a stand
Aim for the weak spot
Of the fucking powers at hand
I've denied your fucking thirst for power
In this lays my pain
I will never give up again
You have to fight for your equality
They're holding keys to the chains that bind you
Starve them with weakness and depravity
You have to hit them with the awful truth
We work and pay for the tyrant to steal
You can mourn and cry for the truth is real
No outcome only loss and recession
I won't become another useless possession
This is payback for all the time that we spend
And all the blood, sweat, and tears
Just to give it up in the end
I'm gonna drown in that troubled water
You must be one
I've been drowning in this troubled water
You must be one of the devils daughters
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