Leaving Lawton

I just want to run away and
Never look back
Say my permanent goodbyes and
Live my life unattached
To everything and everyone
I've given up on
I'll ignore your weakness and
I'll prove you all wrong
You look with a blind eye as
I turn the other way
It never made a differece what
I thought or what I'd say
I don't want to wake up
To another fucking problem
Won't get lost in your
hopelessness and boredom
I'll find what I need
If I start out from the bottom
I know my desires,
I'll never give up on them
When you look in the mirror and
You think it's far too late
Your visions clouded with negativity
Your life has flashed before you
It's fucking worthless
Everything that you've been through
A stab in the back for the feeling of pain
Everything around us fades away
Once I've turned my back
You know we will never be the same
We will never be the same
A stab in the back
Just for the feeling of pain
For far too long
I've felt like the world is my worst enemy
I've been bending over backwards and
Screaming in agony
I won't sleep in torment
Through another fucking night
Can't tolerate an argument or
Stand another fight
It's all over now and you know that I'm right
I won't waste another
Motherfucking second of my life
Your life has flashed before you
It's fucking worthless
Everything that you've been through
A stab in the back
For the feeling of pain
Everything around us fades away
Once I've turned my back
You know we will never be the same
We will never be the same
A stab in the back
Just for the feeling of pain
I watch out the windows and feel a disconncet
I've seen outside myself and understand
I will have no regrets
You sat and stared as
I walked by with no concern
I know it must be time for me
To leave and never return
We were slowly growing apart
I felt the detachment as the seperation starts
Your life has flashed before you
It's fucking worthless
Everything that you've been through
A stab in the back
For the feeling of pain
Everything around us fades away
Once I've turned my back
You know we will never be the same
We will never be the same
A stab in the back
Just for the feeling of pain